I am a bit lightheaded with the idea / feeling that my “office” constitutes a single bag and that I can sleep and work virtually anywhere (this is not my bedroom and I have just spent an all nighter for a project). The idea seems plausible to expand to a life-size scale, I wonder if I can do that. The idea that I can be anywhere and that no one has to run after me.
I once (still) longed to be innocuous and unobtrusive – to be able to fade and dissolve into nothingness without anyone noticing or caring. I am at that selfish and foolish stage wherein I imagine that being dispensible is the ultimate luxury. But on second thought, I’ll stand firm on that thought.